I have just returned from another absolutely breath taking performance.
My fourth time, still felt like the first.
There is a feeling that exists only in the experience of being in his presence. It is the feeling of seeing him with my plain eyes and not through a television screen. It's hearing him and knowing that his voice is not coming from a stereo but flowing directly from him to me. It is a feeling that I cannot experience anywhere else. Although I am only 20 years old I have experienced a lifetime and no where in the world have I found the feeling that he gives me. In a time when this world is so desperately in need of something beautiful, in him, I believe we have found it.
As even David Foster pointed out, the weather is quite bad this evening. Funny actually, because tonight was the first snow of the season which is quite late for this part of the country. The last month has been unseasonably warm including yesterday even. Yet tonight, when Andrea came to perform, even nature came out to greet him by putting on the most beautiful show it can, the winter's first snow. And even the wind, slush, snow, and horrendous traffic couldn't keep us away. Luckily I didn't miss any of the performance but some unfortunate fans missed the entire first half of the show. Yet they still came. Knowing that they would have to brave the storm and that they may miss part of the show they still came because something in him draws us to him. There is a quality about him that I cannot describe and cannot ignore. It is what makes him the man that we all love and will do almost anything for.
I believe it goes unsaid that his performance was amazing. In his usual form, the first half of the show he sang songs from his classical repertoire and the second half from his newest album. And we were also lucky enough to see the fabled wardrobe change as he slipped out of his black tux into his all white outfit that we have all recently become so familiar with. One of my favorite moments was during Blue Christmas in which he shared a duet with Katharine Mcphee. About half way into the song during some instrumentals she snuck in a quick slow dance which brought out one of the most beautiful smiles I have over seen on his face. The chemistry between them was wonderful and brought a smile to everyones face. Unlike the veteran sopranos and superstars Andrea usually performs with, Mcphee is relatively new to the scene and she brought a real sense of newness and excitement that I think everyone enjoyed, especially Andrea. At the end of another performance he even grabbed her and picked her up for a hug! Another special moment was Andrea's performance of Ave Maria where he played the piano himself. It's incredible to see how much talent this man has inside him and how lucky we all are that he has decided to share it with us.
Of course by the end of the night he had the crowd roaring and cheering. He finished the Christmas songs with Adeste Fidelis and we thought the night was done. But then he came back for an encore and left once more. After much cheering he came back again for his final song Con Te Partiro which he sang with soprano Ana Maria Martinez. And then he was gone. Or so we thought. We stayed cheering and whistling and clapping till our hands turned blue and he came out again. He waved and bowed and left the stage. But we stayed clapping. I clapped until I could no longer feel my hands, and my face ached from smiling. And then he came back. He sang Nessun Dorma and left us for the final time. And even now, as I sit here writing this, hours after I watched him leave the stage for the final time, I find myself left with a ridiculously huge smile on my face. And this is the feeling that I wrote about that I can find only in him and his music. If you share my sentiments you know the feeling I'm talking about. The overwhelming excitement and warmth that fills every part of your being. The feeling of total completeness and contentment.
For all of those who have this incredible experience ahead of them, I envy you. If you are anything like me, this will be a night that you will never forget and that will live vividly in your memory forever.
And to Andrea himself. I don't believe the words exist in English or Italian to say what I want to say to you. But I can say from the bottom of my heart that I love you. Thank you for everything.
